Djo

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A Year Ago: 'I was not aware until recently.  I did not know this music existed and I am sad for the time I missed and simultaneously glad for being here now. I'm not going to provide details of this band.  If you are interested please go ahead and search for that information yourself.  If you care, it may bring a smile.   I love the music I have heard from this band so far. Literally, everything makes me smile and feel an uplifted kind f joy that I do not feel often with just music.  Normally there has to be some sort of memory already attached to a song but this album I've been listening to today is phenomenal.  'right out tha gate.' DECIDE. Such a great word.  Yes, there are innumerable possibilities in this world.  Possibilities of the life you could live, the path you could take to lead you, hopefully, to heights of success and happiness you can't even imagine.  But, the thing is, you have to decide.  You can't let yourself sit there and think so much. 
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El Mar

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how does the sea remember me.  every time.  - @nayyirah.waheed

Most times I think I'm a sea grape.  Or a former dolphin.  Anything that benefits from being near the ocean. When I feel the sand under my feet I become centered.  When the saltwater wraps around me I can breathe.  It's really quite surprising that I live in a land-locked city.  I think the thing is hearing the call of the ocean and answering it.  Seven hours in a car, windows open so Lola can enjoy the wind and observe the world flying by and BOOM! family hugs and smiles, tasty food and that first quiet 45 minute drive, sunroof open, to my lifeline.  We did not go to the beach all the time when I was growing up in the D.R.  In fact, we only went when family came to visit.  What if I move to Tampa and I end up never going to the beach?  InsanitY.  Who am I kidding.  I'll just be at the beach every day.

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