LIVING

Image by Norbert Pietsch from Pixabay

I am living.

I walk around and do things.

I sit and relax, maybe watch t.v. or tickle my Lola.

During any and all of these moments,

thoughts travel in the universe that is my mind and

they grow wings...or wheels

It's so easy for me to get lost in thought that I forget to share.  I forget that I should be sitting in front of a screen with a keyboard.  I should be spewing the things that are happening in my head.

I swear so many of these thoughts just happen.

and I get to spend time wandering and flowing the path that they create.

I always see thoughts and ideas as energy speeding right past just above our heads...the creative ones are just the ones that decided to grab one or two or...

Some thoughts have created indentations on the path

like an old rickety horse drawn cart slowly making its way through a town, 

patiently on its way home.

Other thoughts are new and, while I'm in them, I can look around and see colors and shapes.

Sometimes, explosions of light occur in my periphery and, when I focus on where the light came from, I see wisps of energy and feeling just spiraling and expanding everywhere.

I have to remind myself that I am not my own editor...

so many beautiful moments have moved right past me because I couldn't stop editing myself while I wrote.

lame.

there's a thought to work with!!

the self editing!!

I do it all the time.

I'm fighting ms attempts to do it right now.

It's the perfectionist in me but, I already know what perfection is and it's not something anyone has to strive for or work toward.

Think about it..perfection is defined as "a quality, trait, or feature of the highest degree of excellence."

well...isn't right now perfect?

if there was some higher degree of excellence available in this moment, wouldn't we be in it? 

Right now everything is exactly as it is because it is perfect

I am perfect in my sweats and sports bra sitting at my computer just typing away.

I am excellence in my sweats and sports bra sitting at my computer typing away.

shaking my head cuz I am feelin' it!

smiling because I like the way my head works.

There's more to ponder here...

soon...

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